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Here is the story of my ovarian cancer diagnoses, treatment, and life after...

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i am a young, creative type of gal. i am a video editor for my local PBS station. i love harry potter and doctor who. i am left handed. i love to read and wish there were more bookstores. i say live and let live. i love my family and my friends, they are the best. my family doctor found a tumor on my ovary in august 2010. after surgery they found it was cancer. i was 29...

cancer sucks

at the end of august in 2010 i started to feel something "not right" around my stomach area. i went to my family doctor thinking it was something silly like gas pains but as soon as he felt my stomach his face changed. he sent me right away to get an ultra sound. when that came back inconclusive i was sent to get a CAT scan. when the results came back he said i had a tumor on my left ovary about the size of a pack of ramen noodles (my dad made that lovely comparison).this all happened in the span of a few hours. he believed it to be non-cancerous and sent me to an oncologist about a week or 2 later to plan my surgery. my oncologist also believed it to be non-cancerous but said it was growing. they scheduled my surgery in another 2 weeks. so after living with this growing thing inside of me i could not wait to get it out! but when i woke up from my surgery haze on september 24th my best friend aimee (who is also a nurse and was in the surgery) told me the tumor grew even more then they thought and that it was cancer. they gave me 2 weeks to recovery from my surgery and then it was off the chemo on october 11th.

fights with insurance, dealing with all of the side effects of chemo and dealing with the emotions that come along with all of that was quite exhausting to say the least. i would never wish chemo on anyone. it was the worst. food didn’t taste right, hair started coming out by the handfuls 10 days into treatment, i couldn’t concentrate on anything, and it was the most tired i have ever been in my life.

i think what i want people to know most is that just because you are young and healthy doesn’t mean nothing can happen to you. and if you are doing something that is known to cause cancer i want you to stop. don’t use the excuse “we are all going to die of something” because cancer is the worst, and diffidently NOT a good way to die if you can help it.

so if you know someone with cancer please be patient. don’t pretend nothing is happening, that doesn’t help. understand that even though they have been done with treatment for months and look healthy, they still feel side effects. don’t tell them everything is going to be fine because when it turns out not to be, they might feel like they let everyone down. just listen and understand what they are going through. make some jokes, let them fall asleep if they need to and understand that this is the most scared they have ever been in their life.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

PET/CT results!

originally posted on my facebook on Tuesday, March 8, 2011

dr.method said that my scan results looked great. no sign of anything in my pelvic or abdominal area and that my cancer is in remission. he did however find a spot on my lower left lung. he doesn't believe it is a sign of my cancer spreading because it was only one spot that is not near any lymph nodes. it is a spot where some rare infections can happen (my body must like rare). he said that PET/CT scans are very sensitive and can pick up a lot of things that are not cancer. he wants to keep an eye on it so i will see him again in 3 months and from there we will schedule another scan.
i asked him about when i will stop being tired and he said for every day i was in treatment, it takes 3 days to recover so since i was in treatment for 9 weeks along with recovering from a surgery for 2 weeks before that...lets just say i'll be tired for a little while longer.

so it's good news mixed with some sucky i guess.
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  1. astraNovember 2, 2011 at 8:02 PM

    rebecca, after reading your blog, i am amazed at your strength and determination to beat cancer. congrats to you! you truly are an amazingly strong woman.

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